Passion for music can fade away,
Admist all the struggles,
All the efforts put in amount to nothing except failure and dissapointment.
I still want to believe.

Results they are basic for a student.
They get me to the university.
They fail me.
I still need to believe.

I can believe in alot of things.
Change?
Yes, but what used to be my network of support and encouragement changed too.
I still want to believe, that it comes back.

Friends are great.
But we all have our moments when we aren't the most understanding.
I am like that myself.
I still have confidence to believe.

Family.
We depend on them.
What if... they are gone?
Who would I then depend on to cope with the biggest loss?
I still want to have and need confidence to believe.

Jesus.
You never fail me.
Though I have failed you countless times.
You are BELIEF.

Labels: God, reflections, thoughts

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Yi Jia.
Child of God.
More about me here on posterous.